Day: June 23, 2020

AN ANGEL OF MY LIFE

We all go through a lot of situations which seems unbearable and it takes our everything, our emotions, our time etc and becomes the reason of our mental stress and depression. We all face these situations at some point of time in our life when we realize that there should be someone who stands by us just for sake of listening whatever we have done whether it is wrong or right without being judgmental or criticizing. Some people call that person their friend, some people call it family member and some people call it their life partner.

But I call that person an angel of my life who never gets tired of my Continuous crying eyes, who never gets tired of my depressed behavior, who never gets tired of my silly talks, who never gets tired of being cheated by me and who never gets tired of my Demotivated behavior and so on.  An angel whose care and affection is selfless and unconditional, who is available for me each and every time when I need the most and when I was falling down that angel was there to raise me again. When I was doubting on my dreams, he was the one who believed in my dreams and gave me that confidence that whatever hurdles will come in my way I will cross all those hurdles and will accomplish all the dreams, one of those dreams was to be a blogger, today I have completed that dream and I am living that dream and I can say myself a blogger. I promise you, I will try to complete all my dreams.

 An angel who can feel my emotion and who took my insult as his own insult, who always get ready to fight with everyone for me and who corrects me if i choose wrong path, who stand by my decisions whether it will cause mental stress to him and who never guide me wrong for the sake of his own profit. I can write thousands of pages but the story will not end.

I know first when we listen so much good things for a person then suddenly a question comes in our mind that how could someone be so selfless and so good. As in today’s time these kind of person does not exist. Nobody have time for others and nobody does anything for anyone without any reason or without any demand. It came in my mind too and i tried a lot to find it out but I failed every time and I found these kind of souls still exist in today’s environment and I am the luckiest one who got that angel and that soul in my life.

But as we all know that no one can stay with us for the whole life because we all have some priorities and some more important relations in our life that we have to leave them behind and we have to look forward.

I wish you could stay with me for the whole life as my shadow and my best friend but it could not happen because I have to do it for my priorities and my relations who are more important to me then myself. I couldn’t hurt them. You always want me to be so much strong that I even don’t need you and can face everything on my own. You want me to be a selfish person so that I can think of me first before others. I am being selfish now and I hope you will like it. At last I wanted to say that-

“You are the best soul I have ever met. Thank you.”

DON’T LET YOUR EMOTIONS DISTRACT YOU

“Your emotions make you human. Even the unpleasant ones have a purpose. Don’t lock them away. If you ignore them, they just get louder and angrier.”                                        ― Sabaa Tahir

We all feel several kind of emotions during our day to day life such as sadness, happiness, regretted, frustrated, anger, falling in love, being cheated, dominated by someone and so many. Our life is mixture of lots of emotions that we feel at some point of time in our life. In today’s world what I feel is that everyone is facing some sort of emotional issues in their life. There are peoples who get out of their emotions easily, they know how to control them and there are lot so other people who are just facing and getting dominated by their emotions and allowing their emotions to ruin their own life and making it difficult to feel happiness around there and live their life.

Having emotions and feeling each and every moment of our life is not a mistake, we all should have emotions and feelings in life because we are humans and our emotions makes us human. A man without emotions is not a human it is a body who is living for any purpose and those kinds of humans do not care about others feelings and emotions. I just want to say that let your emotions comes out, do not be afraid of what others will think about you, cry out loud, if needed, it is a sign of strong peoples who know how to show their emotions in front of peoples. Do not lock your emotions because if you will lock your emotions, it will just get louder and angrier which will become toxic to your mental health and will lead you to a destructive path which will ruin your life. Someone rightly said that-

“Don’t be ashamed to weep; its right to grieve. Tears are only water, and flowers, trees, and fruit cannot grow without water. But there must be sunlight also. A wounded heart will heal in time, and when it does, the memory and love of our lost ones is sealed inside to comfort us.”                                       ― Brian Jacques

It is not bad to have emotions and feelings but allowing emotions to control you becomes toxic. Make yourself so strong that emotions itself heals you and make that emotion, which is killing you inside, your reason to get out of it and stand up as a more strong human. It’s good to face these situation, these situations makes us stronger and gives us power to have more strong decisions in life. There are peoples who don’t feel too much as they care about themselves, they know that if they will give attention to their emotions then it will become the reason of their sadness and frustration, so they prefer to be selfish and decides to not feel too much and keep themselves away from emotions and nothing is bad in it because they are worried about their mental health, about their life, so they chose to control their emotions instead of giving power to emotions to control them. It is rightly said that-

“Life is a comedy to those who think a tragedy to those who feel.”                                                                                 ― Jean Racine

Surround yourself with happy and good energy and start doing whatever you like and love to do and keep toxic peoples and emotions away from you. Start controlling your emotions and whenever needed go and share your fears and emotions which are killing you inside to your family members and your closed ones and restrict yourself from being depressed. Be selfish when required and nothing is bad in being selfish for yourself.

“I don’t want to be at the mercy of my emotions. I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them.”